I close my tired eyes in dark to see, The lost empty spaces inside me; Once full of love and warmth, Now hollows of pain and wrath; Once wet; are now dry spaces, No longer now the heart races; Nobody's smile or even a blush, Can now let my emotions rush; Nothing can now make [...]
My eyes saw the greys,And dropped many tears,I faced disillusionments,With many hidden fears, My eyes saw the greys,In my near and dear,Killing my emotions,Drying up my tear, My eyes saw the greys,And lost their sight,Gone was innocence,Seeing no ray of light. Copyright 2020 Chitkala Mulye (Chitkala Aditosh
Once upon a time my smile reflected in your eyes and so did my tears, The delicate moments between our blushes bloomed flowers which bathed us in their perfume, Today those memories have vanished in the sand storm which stood between your charm and me, Seperating our souls forever... The storms attacked the sand dunes [...]
I wish to surrender my body, I wish to gift you my soul, When I burn in your fire again, With a hope to become a whole; I try to close my tearful eyes, With a hope to see you again, To show those pieces of heart, Shattered in rejection and pain; I crave for [...]
The foundation of motherhood is laid in the adolescent age of a girl when she has her menses for the first time. Initially accepting the fact that this will be there throughout her life is very difficult to digest..She feels its a curse on womanhood and eventually accepts it. One fine day she gets pregnant. [...]
I sketched your memories with sand grains of my emotions. I had thought, I had caged them in my heart forever. But then came the hurricane of destiny. The wind of time blew rough and cold and messed the sand grains of my emotions. The lightening of the sudden unexpected shock shook my heart. The [...]
You see my strength and not the pain, You don't see my loss but just my gain, You see me smile and my happy face, But the scars hidden, you may never trace, My eyes are dry, now they dare not weep, My hidden wounds lie in my heart so deep, They have healed, but [...]
Once upon a time I was very proud of being an emotional person. I considered emotions to be the only sign of liveliness. On the other hand I always saw practicality as heartlessness. As I saw more life, I realized that emotions have invited numerous scars on my heart. When I cherished extreme pleasure I [...]
I wonder where I lost my lively serene smile, To search that smile I walked long miles, In the desert dead, burning in flames, There I stand amidst those hot sand dunes, I spot the trail of the foot prints you had left, And the place from where you disappeared, I trace the foot prints [...]
It's my birthday today! I realize I am 27 now! I am neither happy that I am one year older nor I am happy for spending 27 long years of my life. I am happy because I have grown by more number of years just in a single year. I have seen more of life! [...]
The night spread out like a demon waiting for his prey, intimidating, frightening and filling up every corner of my heart with fear. Asking me to fight or flee in the pitch darkness at my every step. The ghosts of nightmares attacking me and then the time to slow it down. I lie on the [...]
Everyone seems to be unique, but even the uniqueness is no good at times when you are replaced by someone so easily. This is the most painful period in life, that you know you have given in your life and blood for something or someone yet someone replaced you. You may be an epitome of [...]
I see people expressing love, displaying their affection so extravagantly. I also see people keeping their feelings to themselves loving silently and deeply. The dynamics of these feelings, expressions, and reciprocation is so complex that it leaves me baffled! If you express a lot to those whom you love , they feel good and happy. [...]
I wished I had wings to try, That dream to fly very high, I tried a lot but couldn't fly, Very high up in the sky; My legs jumped high, I tried to touch the sky, Still I could not fly, But I did not know why; You walked in my life, With wings of [...]
Are you hurt? Are you sad? Who was the one who made you feel so bad? Did anyone insult you? Did anyone embarrass you? Yes??? Now I will ask you.. why even did you allow someone to do so? Baffled??? I believe no one can hurt you without your own permission. Neither can one cheat [...]
The rain poured, Carrying away the bits of my heart;, Purifying my soul, Making me whole; The rain poured, With droplets trickling down my body, Carrying my pains, Enlivening my veins; The rain poured, With sharp, curt stabs of rain drops; Taking away my emotions, And my needy dependence; The rain poured, On the insecure [...]
I feel we all are born to love and born to be loved. The person whom you love may leave your life or even one's own life but the love remains. A person loving you may stop loving you or might not even love you back. But the love you feel is eternal and immortal. [...]
The breeze blew, The leaves flew, I softly confessed, That I love you; The leaves knew, The breeze knew, That I wanted to, Be one with you; But my thoughts fought, My emotions thought, And that was why, My feelings got blocked; Then the breeze stopped, The hurt heart stopped, Because he bluntly said, Thar [...]
Distance created by words is more painful than what silence can create. It pricks, it hurts it wets the eyes with tears. Silence can atleast leave a hope but words kill the flame of hope that silence can leave in a hopeful heart. There is always a chance that silence can end with words. Words [...]
Loving someone is so difficult! You love, and you expect to be loved back.When you don't get the much-needed reciprocation, your involvement gives you pain! You care, you yearn, you wait, you spend every second of your life thinking about that one person whom you love. But when you realize that this person whom you [...]
The lost emotion, Flew away with the wind, Like the butterfly with a broken wing; The little tear, Slipped down in the rain, Searching itself in the lake of pain; The blush on cheeks, Disappeared in simple smiles, Walking in desert spread across miles, That lost love, Vanished in the dark, It failed to understand [...]
I miss those mirthful moments spent with me When my winged little thoughts could fly free The Pleasing emptiness and enjoyed space No breathing space now a crowded place Long monologues I whispered to my mind Now no time to pamper myself and be kind I wish to get lost in my same own old [...]
There is a huge mountain lush green, Its peak breaking the clouds with sheen; From far it appears a beautiful dream, I walk nearer and the sheen begins to dim; The rocks peep from the green bright, It scares me with its height and might Not looking at its peak with my down cast eyes, [...]
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